[fail!private to self]

[ifbymyhands]

...If you can still hear me where you are, I want to apologize for everything. But you wouldn't want that, huh? You got on my case enough about that before.

So... I guess I'll say that I'm going to keep living, like you wanted. Maybe I'll see you again someday. I'll try to. A couple of months for me was a thousand years to you before, so maybe it's my turn. Heh, I'm sounding like I'm going to live a thousand years. I probably would have been happy with that. Maybe I'd live until we had space colonies, and I could go live on the moon or something. That might be fun.

...Oh, yeah. You might not even remember me.

But hey, if you don't... just know that you were my best friend, okay? Seriously. Even more than Potato, and it takes a lot to dethrone him, considering he was my only friend for about forever.

If I do have to go a thousand years without seeing you, I guess it's only fair. Maybe to you it'll be a couple of months this time.

So, uh, if you see this? Thanks for everything. I hope I did something worthwhile for you, too.

Comments

[ voice ]

[baaaaseball]

I'm sure your words reached them, wherever they are now.

[voice]

[ifbymyhands]

Hey, Kyousuke-kun.

[voice]

[baaaaseball]

You alright, Kano?

[voice]

[ifbymyhands]

...Not really.

[voice]

[baaaaseball]

What happened, exactly? If you don't mind talking to me about it.

[voice]

[ifbymyhands]

I can't get hold of Kanna anymore.

[denies]

[ Not seeing someone for a long time.. Yes, she knows all about how that feels, so.. ]

I hope you'll get to see them again.

[ifbymyhands]

Thanks. I don't know what else to do but hope. Well, I guess there's the option of making shady deals with suspicious people to get her back, but I'm pretty sure that would just make everything worse.

[denies]

Yeah, it does. I know all about shady deals with suspicious people for that sake, and they're usually not worth it since you end up worse in the end.

Even if hoping is way too idealistic.. it's the only thing that's left to do.

[ifbymyhands]

Probably. I'll do my best, Ange.

[denies]

Just hang in there. It's the best you can do.

[ifbymyhands]

Thanks.

I wonder if she remembers.

anonymous text

[sandinmyboots]

...She'll return. If not in this life, then the next. We shall wait with you at the train station to life.

[He didn't know Kanna that well, but she was friendly enough with him. And she was close to Karakael. (How is he going to tell him?) He may as well drop some nice words in here.]

[You know. Anonymously. No one can know this was him.]

[ifbymyhands]

*On a normal day, Kano would go on a tangent about the actual, physical train station in Kasumi Town, how it's overrun with weeds, and how this one upperclassman who moved away used to spend all her time there. This is not a normal day.*

...I didn't deserve to be her friend.

anon

[sandinmyboots]

Lies. You were highly qualified.

[ifbymyhands]

I was selfish!

anon

[sandinmyboots]

What would she say if she heard you say that?

[ifbymyhands]

"Stop that. It was not your fault that I died, and even if you had asked him to stay with you, you did not know that it would have resulted in the continuation of my curse." Stuff like that.

video;

[chestboard]

...

Kanna is gone, huh?

[video]

[ifbymyhands]

I don't even understand why this happens.

[video]

[chestboard]

Me neither.... the community bothers you constantly, and then one day you can't access it anymore?

It's a cruel joke to those that are left behind.

[video]

[ifbymyhands]

Yeah, it sucks. At least she can just be happy now, without this place, but still.

[video]

[chestboard]

....Are you.... going to be okay Kano?

[crackpotcrocker]

Someone leave from this place, Kano?

[ifbymyhands]

Yeah.